Thursday, February 15, 2007
2:37 AM
Haha... dunno why, but i suddenly got the desire to blog. haha. "here to sweep my blog" as i would have said in my many many past posts. yup =)
But before i start, blog viewers pls pray for Bryan as the doctor suspects that he has dengue fever. pray that God will heal him and that he get well soon =)
yups. haha
have been watching Let It Shine on youtube cause i've like missed all 20 esp of that show. haha. God again. has used the show to speak to me several messages that he want to part to me... But i must say that the actors kinda sux. cause they can't act. haha. okkays. nvm. back to the point.
yups... was actually watching is last night when i was deciding which course to go.... God spoke to me strongly about ow much i would actually go to achieve my dreams. And what are my dreams? how big are my dreams? how big are my dreams for God?... it really set me out to think how much would i actually pay to achive this big dream for God... even if everyone thinks otherwise... will i give up? will i give up in the midst of disappointments... midst of failures... but i'm really glad that God did reveal to me too.. that in the midst of disappointments... He is still always there for me. He will always send that special someone that will encourage me during all my failures. that special someone or maybe that manyones that will come and be with me during all my failures. the bunch of people that will stick with me when everyone gives up on me... =))
another think that God really spoke to me was how much would i actually go out to save one soul. even if it is that only one soul. that one soul that everyone say he hopeless. that one soul that even you find it hard to imagine him comming to know Christ. that someone that everyone dispies. God showed me that, He NEVER gave up on me... so i should not give up on that person also. many a times when i sow one a person. i often give up midway due to the fact that i'm discouraged and that i start to believe what the devil say; why bother about him. he's hopeless....
well. God is here to tell me. the person that sowed on me... never gave up on me. thats why i'm here today! here to enjoy the benifits of being a child of God... God never gave up on me... he never gave up on anyone. so must I! =))
+ AMEN